Soooo!  What brought me to start writing in this dusty old blog that was mianly started by me in 2006? After seeing  a continuous trend of views which i had no idea where they came from and how this blog actually used to relate to this one girl that i used to like so much..but now she eventually turn to a real bitch. I wonder why karma have not strike yet, even it did or not ...it does not really matter now right? but is just weird that this feeling still stays in my mind after 3-4 years.

 Gosh,

Sometimes I actually wonder how could human be that evil? i'm still trying to figure out after all the years of loyalty and yet it does not make any changes to her. Words just can't describe the confusion i'm adapting now, the feeling of uncertainty lies in my mind wondering around as if i'm having a dilemma on how she actually used to felt about me. I would really like to ask her that question, somehow asking her ain't gonna solve the problem but at least, i would know the root to the problem.

 Feelings are weird, they could just move up and down according to your mood and thoughts. If only appreciation existed in her life or maybe she would know how i felt. If only she know the pain that i went through just to get over her after 3-4 years chasing her?

 Don't get me wrong I have move on long time ago, i just feel sad for myself for spending my whole teenage life chasing her and yet I still had no idea what going on in her weird mind. Rumors to be said that she would not be in a relationship with anyone no matter how much she love the person. It's like, she got a cursed of love that she did not want to reveal it or maybe she is just too holy ;)

After alll this long years and yet till now I still hold the hatred within me. I wonder why.....it isn't about the heart broken but the fact that it sealed inside deep in my heart that a girl that does not show any mercy. But whatsoever, I just want to hear her explanation one day because deep inside my heart. I know she is not that evil girl i been describing above, cuz she did bring happiness to my life and is a waste that I screwed it up or the matter of her having an infatuated love? Who knows, god knows.

andrew tai said:
ei  sien ah u reply with just one world only
describe more la
hahaha
She said:
thanks
bye
i wanna sleep
goodnight
andrew tai said:
OUCH
k la night LOL

 Gonna take this time blog while i have the time. Alright how do i spent my Sunday? Kinda bad news ,when i wake up in the morning when my friend found out that we been insulting "them" in skype, you know what? i dont really have any regrets doing that. I laughed my ass off that night chatting about facts with tuck. I ended up have the guts to turn up and went for Bak Kut Teh.

ehem barney? causes me the trouble haha!

Their performance was good BUT AT THE WRONG DAM PLACE WHEN IT IS TOO NOISY!

After a long tired day, nothing could compare a bacardi with the sweetness of coca cola :D

Where's Ka Huiiiii. I don't have that motivation to blog since Ka Hui isn't. So Ka Hui if you're reading this, please update. :)