Wednesday, May 04, 2011

Reviving a dead blog again #6 ? I dont know. "Love in high school"

Posted by andrewtai | Wednesday, May 04, 2011 | Category: |

Soooo!  What brought me to start writing in this dusty old blog that was mianly started by me in 2006? After seeing  a continuous trend of views which i had no idea where they came from and how this blog actually used to relate to this one girl that i used to like so much..but now she eventually turn to a real bitch. I wonder why karma have not strike yet, even it did or not ...it does not really matter now right? but is just weird that this feeling still stays in my mind after 3-4 years.

 Gosh,

Sometimes I actually wonder how could human be that evil? i'm still trying to figure out after all the years of loyalty and yet it does not make any changes to her. Words just can't describe the confusion i'm adapting now, the feeling of uncertainty lies in my mind wondering around as if i'm having a dilemma on how she actually used to felt about me. I would really like to ask her that question, somehow asking her ain't gonna solve the problem but at least, i would know the root to the problem.

 Feelings are weird, they could just move up and down according to your mood and thoughts. If only appreciation existed in her life or maybe she would know how i felt. If only she know the pain that i went through just to get over her after 3-4 years chasing her?

 Don't get me wrong I have move on long time ago, i just feel sad for myself for spending my whole teenage life chasing her and yet I still had no idea what going on in her weird mind. Rumors to be said that she would not be in a relationship with anyone no matter how much she love the person. It's like, she got a cursed of love that she did not want to reveal it or maybe she is just too holy ;)

After alll this long years and yet till now I still hold the hatred within me. I wonder why.....it isn't about the heart broken but the fact that it sealed inside deep in my heart that a girl that does not show any mercy. But whatsoever, I just want to hear her explanation one day because deep inside my heart. I know she is not that evil girl i been describing above, cuz she did bring happiness to my life and is a waste that I screwed it up or the matter of her having an infatuated love? Who knows, god knows.


andrew tai said:
ei  sien ah u reply with just one world only
describe more la
hahaha
She said:
thanks
bye
i wanna sleep
goodnight
andrew tai said:
OUCH
k la night LOL



This is what happen when all I want to do is just be normal friends and she took it for granted.
All I'm trying to say here is, guys do have feelings and lets hope this chain of hatred shall be remove and hopefully guys who were like me would not be hurt the way I was, again. Remember ignoring is never solving the problem and playing ones heart could definitely impact a person lives so get straight to the point next time. This is the end of my story and anything towards you. Bye.


and here is it , mr cupcake that does not bring love miracle.

to one and only.

B.

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