this is the story of the first and last time i ever fell in love of a beautiful, complicated,and fascinating girl who inhabits my soul . i don't know if you gonna read this , but i'm just here to express my feelings towards you. Basically thats why i have a blog here ;). Is been 2 years since i know you, and yet my feelings for you didn't diminish at all and i didn't want it too. thx to my close friends i manage to stay patience and loyal, basically they are so many of them so yea sorry cant list all but i guess hao lyn winnie rhys horng were there for me to advise me all the time. i'm sorry, i thought i was different to you maybe. but to me, you the only girl i always wanted to be with and you are just unlike any others i know.

   You might think i'm desperate now, but to be honest.. i never had this feeling in my entire life . I always change my mind..switching girls but when  i saw you.. things just change! the only man i will ever envy is the man who wins your heart. and i will always believes it was my destiny to be that man.